I feel so overwhelmed lately, the good thing is - I can distract myself very easily.
Since I am in this new place, miles & miles away from my home and comfort, I've really decided that I need to focus on what is for the greater good. I try to, everyday.
I'm talking about studying, but it can be so frustrating.
Whatever. I just don't like being so anxious and lonely all the time, it's not a good mix. I feel the most lonely at work when I am cleaning the toilets, that really gets to me. I miss working among the beautiful and not so beautiful garmets and buttons and sequins. But now I am cleaning toilets. Whatever. I booked a flight last night, and when it comes to being in the air to get where my soul glows and my heart patters, then baby, it's worth it to clean those toilets.
I like this photo of my legs even though it's a webcam shot, I am on my tippy toes. Just like I always as a little girl, due to balle - you always gotta stand up, and sometimes even on your tippy toes.
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